wow, a lot have happened from xMas 2008 till today. Things like drama of friend's love life to my family feud, then, take a turn to dig up my own problematic lifestyle, i'm definitely need a brand new goal, perhaps a resolution that will strengthen my personality, this year.
So, i started to think about what is it that i need to make this year a wonderful and exciting year for me, images of my ex and friends started to flash by. At first, i thought it could have just been something of an illusion that caused by heavy drinking and smoking combined with irregular sleeping hours; however, those flashes kept coming back to me and started to hunt me in my dreams. Each night, the dream depicts a different side of me that tells me the happiest and saddest moment of my life. Hence, i woke up everyday wondering what does all this mean. It felt so real that i cannot ignore nor deny the very existence of the dream. It forces me to think, perhaps to retreat into a very deep and quiet part of my heart and ponder upon those dreams.
You might wonder, could those dreams are some kind of revelation? Honestly, I don't know. But, this is what i will do, i will try to understand or decipher those dream one step at a time. While doing that, I am determined to live my life with a grateful and cheerful heart.
Until i know the answer to my dreams, I will continue to live my life to it fullest. Cheers mate!
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