Happy Birthday~!

I signed in into my hotmail today and got an alert message from it telling me that it is your birthday today.
How long has it been since we last thinking about each other?
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Does it matter anymore?
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But, still, I want to get this across to you~
Happy birthday, big eyes!
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And one more thing, big eyes,
I've never been bitter about our separation ......
because everytime I think about you ......
good and sweet memories vividly emblazzing in my mind ......
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Sorry, I have to be cruel in my last email to you
I can't imagine what are you thinking about me
All I know, is that I gave you the reason to set yourself free from me
So, I want you to be strong and happy
And I wish you love
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Oh guess what, big eyes?
I'll always have your back no matter what ......
Love,
Jaston