Love is such a funny thing, isn't it?
It does hit you when you are least expected.
Well that saying happened on me.
A few months ago, I've found love.
We had so much fun together. We watched movie together, dine together, drink together, and most importantly we share intimacy together.
Unfortunately, the last part wasn't true. I was constantly being haunted by the fear that my love had found someone else online and will leave me any moment now. Sometimes, I can't bear thinking that I'm sharing my love with another man who only care about sex.
Many feelings rush through my mind right now. Gosh, I'm so confuse and sad. But, mostly, I'm very disappointed. Surprisingly, I'm not angry or mad.
Some said that's because I still have feeling for the love. That is why I'm getting all these funny and weird feelings clashing and mixing with each other in the most unharmonious way you can possibly imagine.
Am I really still in love with him? ..... Maybe I am ..... maybe I am .....
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