Where are you?

It's almost been a year now that I last check into my blog. It's kinda funny how little things in life that seem so trivial to you are actually the things that you work so much on. Things like getting to work and leaving work on time, eating properly because I'm trying to gain a few more pounds, worrying about what I'm going to do with my spare times, etc, etc, etc.

You see, my life has put on a big halt when I don't have a clear and positive purpose to work for. I used to dream big and wanting so many things in my life. But, I don't know where and when it started, or even how. I just settle for less. I started to compromise with the things that could practically slow me down on my journey to fulfill my dream.

I'm not excited about my life anymore.

One day, I was riding on my bike home. While driving, flashes of memories started to emblaze in my mind like a picture slide show. Those flashes were good memories. His face was in it too. I didn't know what's the meaning of this flashback. So, I moved on without paying much attention to it. Just as I about to set my heart to it, something whispered to my heart "Where are you right now?"

It hits me! It hits me so hard like I was struck by a thunder bolt hurled by Zeus himself.

Now, I know where am I and what I need to do to get myself out of this comfort zone of dismay. Just you wait. One day, I'll achieve my big dream.

Brian, Happy be-lated birthday! I know it's pointless to say this right now coz you don't even read this blog. But, that's how I like it, perhaps must have it this way, you forget about my existence while I continue to love you with all my heart. Have a great bday, Big eyes!